Being human

Be a human being. What does that mean? For a long time this meant for me to function in a society full of expectations and demands. Efficiently I worked my way up, always trying to fulfill my father's expectations. 

In October 2010, he died in a tragic accident. Suddenly everything was different. On the one hand I felt sad and desperate in this drama, on the other hand, there was a new calm and certainty 'You can do it, there is no cross bigger than you can carry.' 

But now I was also missing my friction surface. I had oriented myself consciously and unconsciously to my father for 30 years. For a while I tried to continue to act as if he would be still in the background. But at some point I only saw the desperate man who had always tried to conform to the norm and finally broke down because of it.

This realization had a significant influence on my further decisions. Unconsciously I started to search for the answer to what it means to be human and who I am. In the process, I got to know many exciting people and, above all, myself. I discovered all my many facets, which I had successfully weaned myself off over the years in order to be accepted in society and family (or so I thought).

In 2016, I had parted with a rescue jump aka termination from a stressful job and allowed myself for the first time a longer time out. Initially, I thought I would be able to reapply after 2 months. But far from it. I waited 8 months. During this time I was rarely bored - finally I could do what I wanted according to my heart's desire, without any pressure.

In April 2018 I completed the Metatron Colour Healing Course Level 1. I learned to meditate regularly, to become calm, to listen within and to ground myself. In the process, I spent a lot of time in the forest right outside my house in Crans-Montana. There I also became aware that I could not continue this lifestyle. I was caught again in the trap of constantly working and performing. But this time I inevitably felt that in the future I wanted to do something for my heart, nature and insects. So I resigned from my job at the end of November 2018, full of trust that the Archangels Metatron and Sandalphon are guiding me and signed up for Level 2.

So I returned to my home village after almost 20 years and started a permaculture garden. In the process, I discovered my great passion for the various wild and medicinal plants and pick and process them with great passion, be it into tea, incense or tinctures.

In 2019 I added another passion - I started to paint intuitively or as I call it "playing with colours". I always paint on the floor, so grounded I quickly feel which colour the energy of the painting wants to carry. The picture shows me what it wants to look like. Through my connection with nature, the energies of the elements or the animal world often show themselves.

Today I feel that the time has come to support you on your journey to yourself. Together it is simply more fun - are you ready?

What excites me

  • Creating my heart's project: a permaculture garden that serves as a learning and healing garden
  • Collecting and processing herbs and wild plants
  • Making ointments, tinctures, incense blends
  • Conjuring of fine plant based dishes in the kitchen and in the open nature
  • Playing with colors, intuitive painting
  • Energy work with the Archangels Metatron and Sandalphon according to Amanda Ellis
  • Creating rituals of transformation and purification with the help of the elements
  • To deal openly with the themes of mortality and mourning
  • Living cyclically in the monthly rhythm of the 4 seasons
  • Humming jumping through the apartment and climbing trees

You can contact me via the contact form on the start page, by mail or by phone +41 77 508 29 39. I will get back to you as soon as possible.